I live in a country that only knows two seasons – the dry and the cold. Majority of the year falls under the former, which can turn extremely uncomfortable during summer. Even the cold days don’t necessarily mean rain. So when it does, it sure is a welcome change.
But for me, that also means getting trapped at home. I love the cold, but not necessarily the idea of getting wet as one tries to navigate the city.
So stay at home it is. And it won’t be complete without listening to songs – one to pass time, two for entertainment. I don’t have a playlist, but I sure have go-to songs which I almost, most of the time play in a loop to silence the downpour.
If you like BTS, you most likely have some too.
Strange as it seems, but I woke up in the most unusual way possible – at least in my personal experience. Not entirely surprising, but unusual nonetheless.
I woke up to the sound of the song ‘Visions of Gideon.’
Truth is, there was no music at all. Just silence. And for a moment, I felt like I’ve woken up to the most comfortable feeling I’ve had in a while.
Well-rested. No stress. Peace of mind.
This random song may not be entirely random considering how I’ve been thinking about it ever since I finished watching Call Me by Your Name. It’s simple yet meaningful. The lyrics, in fact, is very repetitive throughout that there’s nothing much to memorize if you want to. Yet the meaning doesn’t exactly come as easy.
Visions of Gideon.
I’ll probably take another time to delve deeper on this but for now, I’d just want to share how strangely meaningful it felt. The tune, to top it all off, has this ‘haunting’ touch on it which has the tendency to run in loops. In my head. It’s something I’d listen to when I’m confused, nostalgic, or just feeling that strange longing for someone – something which has long been set aside but not forgotten.
Calming. Soothing. Beautiful.